When do you know when enough is enough? Is it when you feel it in your heart that there’s no chance at all? Or when you see with your own eyes that things remain as they are? Or when the love of your life ultimately closed his heart? Or is it when something inside of you dies?
When?
Because I had my share of all these moments and yet, I accept.
So how do I stop? How do I end this sort of longing because my heart feels like it’s going to explode any minute. Is it by telling myself that there’s no hope to cling to? Or by exposing myself to reality and let it slap my face? Or by ignoring the pain so that I’ll stay numb till I can’t feel anything anymore? Or by ending it altogether?
How?
Because I’m just a girl, who, like everyone else is hurting, and yet I endure.
Then why am I still doing this? Is it because I’m out of my wits and just trying any means to challenge myself? Or because I see no future with the conditions that are contradictory to what I want? Or because my world wouldn’t be breathing without him in it? Or is it because I’m just plain stupid, crazy, senseless, idiotic, insane (and the list goes on) to fall so deep despite the consequences?
Why?
Because I can’t help who I choose to love, and yet I bear it all.
When?
Because I had my share of all these moments and yet, I accept.
So how do I stop? How do I end this sort of longing because my heart feels like it’s going to explode any minute. Is it by telling myself that there’s no hope to cling to? Or by exposing myself to reality and let it slap my face? Or by ignoring the pain so that I’ll stay numb till I can’t feel anything anymore? Or by ending it altogether?
How?
Because I’m just a girl, who, like everyone else is hurting, and yet I endure.
Then why am I still doing this? Is it because I’m out of my wits and just trying any means to challenge myself? Or because I see no future with the conditions that are contradictory to what I want? Or because my world wouldn’t be breathing without him in it? Or is it because I’m just plain stupid, crazy, senseless, idiotic, insane (and the list goes on) to fall so deep despite the consequences?
Why?
Because I can’t help who I choose to love, and yet I bear it all.
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