FROM LETTING GO AND MOVING ON...AND SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

if you're wondering how i'm doing right now or what i'm feeling, i'd tell you that i'm fine. i'm not entirely happy with my decision. it was one of the hardest to make but only through letting go can make me feel this...


RELIEF.


i'm telling you right now. i miss him. i miss his early morning texts. i miss his midday texts. i miss his random texts.


i miss looking into his eyes. i miss that smile i would see in his face when we're together. i miss his sweet gestures. i miss his random cuteness.


i missed the chance of holding his hand. i missed the chance of hugging him. i missed the chance of just lying in his arms till i fall asleep. i missed the chance of probably having that dream kiss in the rain.


i just miss him, plain and simple.


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but i'm free now.


i'm free from the pressure of making it work. i'm free from the burden of waiting. i'm free from the pain of his past. i'm free from the wicked judgments of society.


i'm free from the probable heartache. i'm free from the probable torture of betrayal. i'm free from the agony of lies and deceit.


i'm free from the grief of giving too much. i'm free from the pain of seeeing both of us struggle for a perfect relationship. i'm free from the weight of the reality that he will always belong with someone else.


at last, i'm free.