EUTHANASIA

I’ve come to the point of being in love that it actually hurt to breathe. You know it’s hard putting up with life when it slaps reality right to your face. He’s gone. FOREVER. All I have to do is let go. But it’s not easy, it has never been easy. I think the easier part comes in curling up under the covers and crying myself to sleep every night. And the not so easy part? Still hoping despite the pain…wishing you hadn’t let go in the first place.